Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Written on My Back.

Spinning helicopter seed,
You fell into my palm.
I looked at the sky and it was a psalm.
A ballade on the organ,
Played by Billy Corgan.
I sleep with your wild outlandish dreams,
Sneezing the make believe.
Coupled with a lantern of kerosene
I am not every young man’s dream.
The roamer, the ranger, and the caped crusader ought not to follow me.
I’m too in love with this pile of seeds.
I like to scratch until it bleeds.
And bandage the wound with crystalline.
A deeper breath than one would need.
Spiraling away,
Don't stay to see.
Gallop back to your country.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Notes on Thesis

1 box
2 box
3 box
4 box
5 box
6
Oh what smell!
Mmmm take it in...
Is it the lumber?
I slice the taped seam and fold over the flaps.
What smell,
How contained is the smell!
...My dad's work shop.
I sigh.
My heart beats faster,
With the opening of every box, a whif of savory scent.
The romantic smell of my father.
Lumber, motor oil, the saw dust, the great outdoors.
They barely describe the scent.
I put my head inside the box and move about the foam peanuts.
I sigh.
His aroma is contained inside the box.


ARCHEOLOGISTS make history. They dig up the treasures and arrange them with other "like objects" to create a culture. They use objects to create a COHERENT NARRATIVE.
2/4/09 A flat head screwdriver falls from the sky and nearly hits me in the head.
10/ /08 I am invited to a Vampire Masuerade in which i for the first time have my tarrot cards read. The reader says if I follow my intution i'll find the tree of life, peace, and happiness.
11/ /08 Justin suddenly started drawing the first of many trees in our collaborative sketch book.
1/ /10 Spee-dee delivery unpacks all of my art crates and repacks my art in new boxes. They fill my crates with strange articles and objects.
11/11/08 For the past 3ish years i've been coincidentally looking at the clock at 11:11AM. On the internet i stumble upon how people who see this time are really light workers called by God to keep people in high spirits during the last years before the apocolypse. Trembling after my resarch at 3:33 A.M. I happen to notice that the date is 11/11/08
2/5/09 Danielle Rosen dreams about a painting i've completed. I hadn't painted in 4 years and suddenly made a painting for a class. She walks into my studio and low and behold it was the same painting she dreamt about.
January 2009 - The phrases "chasing after the wind" and "nothing new under the sun" are spewing from the mouths of many different MIAD students.
2/18/09 A co-worker tells me I am the mother fucking daughter of Jesus Christ. I chuckle, we all are sons and daughters.
1/ /09 7 out of 17 kids wore red to class


Richard Pabst, heir to PABST BLUE RIBBON, Purchased Denis Balk's catalogs from the opening at INOVA a month ago. He is donating them to the UWM library. Curator of INOVA, Nicholas Frank says Milwaukee should feel fortunate to have such treasures of Denis Balk, as forever part of Milwaukee history. Now catalogued in the archives.
Constructions of the Gallery. Acknologing them. Defending them. Challenging them.




Saturday, March 7, 2009

A Letter:

To the cloaked crusader,

Dear Sir,

Becoming antsy.
Reveal yourself.

Waiting again.
Who are you?

Thought I’d spied you.
Revealed yourself out of the cracks.

Unsure if you are the cloaked crusader.

But,

Your gestures and postural motions proved smitten.
Gathered in “moments…”

Ignored the signals,
Protecting a cautioned heart.
You nurtured the injury.
Hesitant but listening…
Contrasting greatly from burdensome followers, flocking at every reply,
Different.

Curious.

Remembering you vaguely from another time,
Never considered one of your kind.
Surprisingly, we seem one alike.
Friends of friends have nothing but positive words to each his own.
General masses befriended each of us.
The last to meet,
Just happened to be us.

Interesting.

Unsatisfactory clues provide little reference to your identity.
At this point I cannot question you being the crusader.

I will wait for a fight.

Signed,

A deeply obliged Love.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

My Funeral

On this day,

Gold finches will fly higher than usual.

They will suddenly have enough capacity and strength to fly up to spaces sought

over in the crystal blue sky.

The hummingbirds will perch on willow trees and make friends with the crows.

And autumn leaves will blanket the grounds warm.


In the meadow,

The foxes will burrow into their homes and nuzzle their young.

Light will shine through the cracks of their den and eyes will become mystified by glow.


Over in the fields,

Announcing the hunt,

Coyotes howl,

Competing with Timber Wolves,


Upon night fall,

In the old man’s forest,



A striking match will light a candle,

Igniting a pile of old brush.

The tender, mild voices sound hushed.

And so,

The crickets will come out to dance and begin the symphony.

Tree frogs singing love songs,

Hoot owls carrying a tune.

Soothing winds, gliding through tall grasses.


Moths cluster near,

Mesmerized at the fire's light scene.

Frantically the masked rodent scampers through the music, to sample the food.

All these lavish events fit for a queen.


At last,

The old, red, short haired dachshund trots toward the half earthen burial stone.

His mouth sore and slobbering,

Carrying a huge deer bone.

He drops it from his mouth,

His loose teeth searing in pain,

His round brown eyes wince watery,

He bows down his crimson head,

Giving honor to the woman who has past.

Digging into the dirt with his small red paws,

He buries for her, his largest bone.

He digs deeper,

Just to take in the last whiff of her scent.

Shoves the bone in the hole and covers it with soil.

Here in rests his two best friends.

Laid side by side offered to the ground at best.

His first love, a bitch, lies to the left,

But now his truly, a loving master, at the right.

He sniffs once more the ground and disappears into the forest.


Woodland creatures stand in line bringing offering,

A bear hide is laid over the spot.

Arms full of daisies,

And palms of wild black berries.

Gifts and tributes to her days past.

Gathering of creatures in all kind,

Bid her good bye.


Now, slithering across, a Northern Ringneck,

His long, shiny black body and banded yellow neck tie.

He moves to expose the underside of his colored red belly.

Releasing a foul smell into the air.

Pungent, sour aroma.

Slithering and hissing.

He sneaks up on the sobbing meadow vole,

Who traveled from far during the day.

Coiling around her luscious impregnated body,

He squeezes around suffocating her breath.

The ambient surround sound phases.

The digging of paws, the plea of her loud screech,

Gushing,

Blood spills forth and fragile organs escape from her mouth,

The Ringneck uncoils and gulps her life-less body down whole,

Slowing taking in his super sized meal.

Choking down his prize.

Blood drips onto the laden white daisies,

Kissing the ground.

The smell of fresh kill.


In arrive the wolves,

Howling and announcing the pack a stampede.

Intruding, disrupting, the evenings ceremony.

The guests flee into the forest.

Sniffing and howling,

The wolves start pulling at the burial offerings.

The smell it enlivens them,

Death in the air,

They forcefully impede,

Ripping up the earthen grounds,

As they dig, the scent becomes stronger,

Their dinner closer,

The alpha female finds something,

Digging deeper and deeper,

Her adrenaline surging,

She found it at last.

Her jaws, latching on to something.

She pulls and rips flesh.

Clenches down again, uses all her might and surfaces a woman's milky white

body.

The pack takes notice and flocks to feast on the juicy delight.

Once they’ve had their fill,

They dash, to hunt a live kill.

Of what remains the coyotes sneak forth and take left over.

Turning war of the ceremony on ones departed days.



Midnights heavy rains washed away the scent,

Turning sunrise into new tides,

The evidence is fair.

Silent is the morning,

The forest is still.

Of all the things to appear,

Was the fleet of woodland creatures smitten and stricken by day light.

The bidding of old tides.

The morning dove cooed,

As she dropped down in flight.

“Long live the queen” she sang,

"As upturned as she’s been,

Her spirit has rested,

But her remains have breathed fuel into kin.

In the air of this forest she will walk with the old man.

She will guide us to his peace and we will rest within.

So watch for melodies played in this forest and life will begin again.

These are of glorious days.

Days walking with him."

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